the smell of home
yesterday morning, after an hour flight from yogyakarta i had a smooth landing in cengkareng airport. straightly going to the bus stop and in a few minutes after the bus with the "bogor" sign on it came, i pick my seat. i resume my lost sleep this week on the bus, a bloody continuation from the plane. i saw my parents picking me up. had a chinese lunch at mie baso tasik and went straight home. my dog was barking loud i can hear it from the street in front of my house. i had this comfy feeling which lost ages ago from this place. i feel home again, beside the same sense that i only felt it in yogya for the last few years.
i somehow talkatively attentive speaking with my parents along the way yesterday. at home, at the mall and everything. i went swimming this morning with them too and start my detoxification phase for 3 days, recommended by my mom. i'm fasting like a moslem somehow, watching my dad munching a&w fish sandwich and the famous rootbeer float in front of me this afternoon. but yeah, i was 'kuat iman' dan 'semoga banyak pahala', haha. anyway, i only drank basically liquid stuff and munching fruits all day, and of course bottle of waters. beside the headaches i had all day, i'm starting to feel better.
i know how my health had declined this last few years. how i didn't even move my body to sweat accept this particular 'olahraga', hehehe:P anyway, after a week of revelation with randu, i find my long lost himalayan style meditation. very long to explain, but somehow i manage to meditate to start heal my body parts that had been facing some decline. it felt really good from a long time, deep to my spirits too. buy yeah, i'm still not a 'tobat' person, i don't believe in sin, i don't regrets things. i think i'll add another tatto in sanskrit soon.
vero is coming to my house in the next few days, i wanted to go to jakarta actually, but we'll see coz i want to go in some parts in bogor and take some nostalgic pictures. i want to feel the grass at the botanical garden again, i hope the rain will not going hard on us.
i'm missing anton, already:P we're having a little break till lebaran ends. but it doesn't feel like a break, i guess we just need some time to be apart a little. we do need our own space sometimes;)
i guess this holiday season will be a good one:)
