datelines! arghh! finally finish the 27th edition and tomorrow will be printed. such a week of taking so much breath and tried to be calm. i start to think to indulge myself with some stuff that i fetish. rethinking about myself and my life the past weeks. i come up with small itsy bitsy lame things to do: learning cooking properly (my boyfriend even cooks better than me) and start to taking care of myself first:P

i dunno, i guess my bf quiet rite that i use my brain more to do things rather than my heart. i'm thinking too much.