home where the heart doesn't belong

it's hard to go back and try to stay from where you had been very far away. very very lost with the surrounding situation. things are getting sentimental and emotional. for a lone wanderer. home seems not exist there anymore. more within heart. more within people you love and the ones that trully understand you. not a place nor buildings. i had lost it. the roots where i had cut it myself. those all sickening line of histories. written and not to be forgotten. marking lives with its own tragedies. i had enough.

i'm having my own life. with the path i had chooses. home that i had chooses.