si ika jadi bikin kangen pengen ketemu, tapi ternyata aku selalu kehilangan waktu. alia sakit ketika aku ingin bertemu dengannya. smsku pada agung lusa kemaren itu ternyata ga nyampe dan now, i don't have any time to see any of them *sigh*:(

but yeah, finally i got my pasport done. actually find out that the seasrep program due dateline on the 15th february and if i got them i'm going from 3 april - 12 may 2005. that's mean no going to malaysia and a month in thailand. argh! i don't know, i'm trying them out first to find it out. i guess you just can't get them all, eh?

i can't wait to be in yogyakarta tomorrow, got so many sms that telling me to go to rush home, so many things waiting. personal, work and even my studies. his sms crossed it all:

tentang thailand, tentang rumah, tentang kita, tentang novel, besok kita bicarain...

how the 12th of february seem to come very slow...