some coincidence and coalition

it's just like some magnolia movie scene, or even memento, l'appartement or whatever. it's like wishing i can left everything and watch jiffest in jakarta in the beginning of december. it's just something that i never intend too, like you say, we start from some ordinary things, nothing special. at all. very very all.

and i did caught you nearly so many times that you fall in the bottomless pit call the L damn word. i did said it this morning in the middle of all the sweat as you admit everything that we know we are not suppose to. it's something that never intended to end up like this.

i just don't know how to deal with you after hours pass from this early morning moment. it's like looking to a lot of moment, trying to make a chronological meaning of this meetings. i wish i could understand it like i understand how u feel even through your writings. i realized also that things began before me and start after i was there. you are a good damn writer and i really care about you as i said it loudly now.

it's soo tender that it even without realizing it, you're slowly reaching my heart. and i'm not meaning it as something so bad. it's just, things happens.

things do happens and i never had the moment to breath or thinking of preparing.

no shit.