just rain everyday!

it's so cold outside. vero slept over last nite at my house. we spent time before that at lorkali lounge. we had a really long talk. about things.

on loyalty and disloyalty. on some impossible marriage. on concept strange for us. of our time and generation. on yeah of course: guys beside work.

i just have one big question: how come u expect loyalty when there's no guarantee and full of disloyalty (speaking on K and me absurd relationship)?

we continue it at my house until i dunno wat hour.

i spent this afternoon with abi at bonbin. K was there, watching me somehow i felt. i miss him already. FARK! but then he left. abi and i went to snap cafe. talk and talk. meet my lovely jenggot there. kangen, lama ga ketemu dan mabuk2an. anyway, i was tired and spend this rest of nite in front of the computer, chatting with bessy. i might go to rembang. dunno when though.