i have been spending a lot of time with agung lately, last thursday i didn't manage to go home but instead "nongkrong" at a small lesehan, in melawai near blok m until 1 am. i love the place, with a pack of cigarretes and a glass of coffe-tubruk, things reminds me with yogyakarta. talk a lot with agung that night, discussing things that have been the most intimate to share, which is fun, funny and outrageous sometimes. then we were off to his office in pejaten, stayed up all nite until 6 am, watch "cinta dalam sepotong roti" by garin nugroho in his computer. he accompany me to the train station in the morning, i was sleepy as i reach bogor that morning but somehow relief with things that i try to get out in my head.



on saturday, i was out all day with him. i need a new glasses coz by this time my minus has raised to 2.5, i'm not suprised though i check my eyes last time was 2 years ago, which was still 1/4. the itc optic counter was pack, mangga dua was pack that day, but i wouldn't regret it i got the best deal ever in buying a glasses:D i got this red small square one, very light and i love it. i pass this women's underwear counter, and guess what there's this cute undies with teddy bear, cutie pig, a few with japanese cartoon characters on it. it's 25,000 rupiah for three. i was tempted to buy it, getting this idea to make one joke someday, but didn't coz the one i wanted has run out, they only got the one that was display which was definetely not my size. agung was laughing his ass off on my back and said i really can't imagine you wearing something like that:P and yes he really can't.



then i talk to him by phone last nite, talking about the kiss that i guess not suppose to happen between us. well we're close friend, buddies, and we accidently did some french kissing which was just "iseng". man, it felt weird, we're close but nah not that way, that was proven! no wonder i felt safe even when i slept the most provocative way near him. coz we're close so close but really really not that way. sometimes human relationship can be very strange, and my relationship with him is one of the odd ones.