i think i'm failing my calculus, i'm hell lucky if i manage to get a C this semester. thought i kick ass in my history and art.

looking at schooling, somehow i keep on lossening my interest. i use to be interested then i'm not, interested again and not!

i just read this:



We, Equality 7-2521, were not happy in

those years in the Home of the Students.

It was not that the learning was too hard

for us. It was that the learning was too easy.

This is a great sin, to be born with a

head which is too quick. It is not good

to be different from our brothers, but it

is evil to be superior to them. The Teachers

told us so, and they frowned when they

looked upon us.

-ayn rand "anthem"-



it does make me think for a while, indoctrinize education didn't get a person to learn but limit their knowledge. interest is important, wanting to learn is important. being wanting to then u have to is the key of the boredom in education. the ideas of free education as with the meaning of freedom somehow has being lured. having experience two different educational background, only some interest that left and it's fading away. world ain't perfect. i just wish that i'll finish high school soon, and actually survive it, i'm dying in here.