i manage to sleep at 6 am and wake up 5 hours later, this is not good. school is coming soon.



i actually watched television again last night, i hardly watch television except for x-files:P i don't know i hate television nowadays and especially i really hate adds. yesterday i watched the report on indonesia current political situation focussing on taufik kiemas influence over pdi and megawati. although i'm watching the report from the australian point of view, most part of the report made sense. they also based their report from an interview with george aditjondro. what taufik kiemas doing behind his wife, i guess it's already a public secret. if megawati doesn't divorce him soon, he'll create a big problem for her or did megawati know and she's okay

with it? that's the main question that i'm curios about.



looking at kiemas and his younger brother on the interview made me want to puke. especially his brother (oh please somebody shoot him in the head), his very irritating laugh when he was ask about euricco gutteres. i don't get how this people are working with a person like gutteres, even taufik kiemas himself invites yapto and some other related gang members. i saw habib too i think. aditjondro came up with the theory of "mafia palembang", yeah kiemas and his business expansion using his wife name. same thing with what soeharto cronies have done. here we go, history repeating itself over and over.



i saw rachmawati at her house and all this people (umm should i say soldier like? the "satgas" of her and whom worship her father) line up to her asking for blessing. some of the people actually kneel and kiss her hand. i was disgusted with that view, it's like when i saw the picture or the video of nicholas II blessing his army to the WW I. this strong feudalism and also fascist like attitude have to end! she's no princess nor queen, she's just a daughter from our late president.



the most ironic thing was to see pius liustranang being the leader of the pdi satgas. nothing different with any sort of militarism practices. i was very disapointed to see that, i remember his breaking testify when he manage to survive from the activist kidnap. yes, i still remember his cries. his anti-militarism was one of the main cause of that act, i thought that was what he was fighting for. but liustranang image now is totally shattered, i was shock to see him giving command to his satgas members in that full on military attitude.



where is this country leading to? oh shit, yeah i forgot the leader is blind (totally blind) and he probably announce a stupid "dekrit" tomorrow. i just hope indonesia is not leading to any "kurusetra" bloodshed, i hope that would not be needed to make everyone realize how much crisis we already got ourselves into.